Persevering Past Halfway
Have you ever excitedly started a new project and halfway in wondered, Whatever made me think I could do this anyway? This is beyond my abilities! I’ll never get done. The halfway point can be hard. The initial excitement disappears, the project looms larger than anticipated, unpredicted problems pile on, fatigue weighs in, and persevering seems impossible.
Replacing the entire downstairs floor after a slab leak took several months. I cut the tiles and Clay laid them!
And for kingdom-building projects, at the halfway point our enemy steps up attacks.
This is what happened in the Old Testament book Nehemiah. Nehemiah’s arrival in Jerusalem to help the Israelites annoyed their enemies. When he rallied the people together to begin rebuilding protective walls, these enemies mocked and ridiculed them. But Nehemiah was convinced God would give them success so they kept working.
Now that really riled their enemies. They ridiculed the builders even more, telling them they were too feeble to work, their materials were crummy, they’d never finish, and even if they did, the wall was so shoddy it would tumble if a fox hopped on it.
Nehemiah responded with prayer: “Hear us, O our God, for we are despised. Turn their insults back on their own heads” (Neh. 4:4). And he kept the workers persevering.
The Halfway Point
But at the halfway point, the builders became tired and discouraged because the rubble was so great they could hardly work. Meanwhile, their furious enemies threatened to kill them!
That’s how it is when we’re completing a work to build God’s kingdom. At the point of natural fatigue, the devil steps up spiritual attacks. He knows our weaknesses and that’s where he wages war.
Nehemiah knew the situation was grave so he slowed down the work. Half the people worked while the rest guarded the builders. He posted guards at vulnerable spots. Nehemiah arranged it that anyone who was attacked could sound a trumpet so the others could help fight. He posted guards at night and instructed everyone to sleep in their clothes with their weapons at hand. And he encouraged the people by telling them not to be afraid of the enemies, but remember the Lord and fight for each other.
Steps for Persevering
Personally, I’m at the halfway point on some projects, so I’ll keep persevering past halfway like Nehemiah by making sure I:
- Remember that thoughts such as, You’re inadequate, you’ll never get it done, and this isn’t really good enough to do the job anyway can be the enemy’s intimidation tactics
- Guard carefully areas in which I know I’m most vulnerable
- Ask friends to pray for me and thereby fight with me
- Listen to worship music before bedtime
- Arm myself with the Sword of the Spirit—the Word of God
- Tell myself:
Don’t be afraid of them. Remember the Lord, who is great and awesome, and fight for your brothers, your sons and your daughters, your wives and your homes.
Nehemiah 4:14
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Books You Might Like
These are Amazon affiliate links, but are books which I highly recommend.
- Discovering Jesus in the Old Testament: A Creative Devotional Study Experience by me with Pam Farrel and Karla Dornacher: This explains the history surrounding Nehemiah and the rest of the Old Testament
- Hand Me Another Brick: Timeless Lessons on Leadership by Chuck Swindoll: Easy to read with great insights
Edited 10/24/19. Originally published 12/20/11.
Hi Jean E.,
I love the story of Nehemiah. Your application to our lives today is so true and a wonderful reminder. I am praying for God to bless you in all that you do!
Blessings,
Angie
Thank you, Angie, for your kind words. I’m so excited over your marriage enrichment project and can’t wait to see it out! You’re at that halfway point, aren’t you?
Oh Jean E., This is so perfectly timed and gives me something to ponder and some tools that I can use as I continue working my project’ to restore my house (literally) back to what it was in happier times. It is overwhelming at times at how much I have still to do in ridding 8 yrs if clutter (I think they call that hoarding), weeds, donating storage, as well as setting & maintaining boundaries for 3 roommates who seem to become more defiant of what I am trying to accomplish, and scoffing & commenting that ‘you’ll never get that done’. It’s funny too that things happen out of the blue to one of them, (like kicked out of storage unit, so asks to bring it here.), which undoes my doing.. I’ve always felt it ‘right’ to “do for others’ and wait for ‘me’…but, gee Jean E.,,Now you got me wondering when you wrote: the devil knows our weaknesses”. hmmm, roadblock thrown before me to discourage me, to stop me, to make me give up like you say??. God blessed my husband and I with the things that we have delighted in sharing with others and I know I am disgracing our Lord by not taking care of what he has given so generously TO share and so that has been my ‘project’. It’s come a long way over some months, I have a ways but truly truly I have learned so so much thru it all and your article has been a huge eye opener.. thank you and bless you always..
Mary, what a big job! It sounds like a project of healing too. May God bless you abundantly and immerse you in His love!